When we have this kind of internal conflict, we tend to choose partners who aren’t the best for us and who aren’t what we want. In your case, you also may have unconsciously chosen someone who isn’t accessible. Under these circumstances, you don’t have to fear suffocation, imprisonment, compromised integrity, and all the other things that make Aquarius hyperventilate.
In an ironic way, your Venus-Pluto opposition may serve your need for freedom. As long as you obsess about someone, you don’t have to face your demons.
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Human Design confuses me
So, this topic came up over here. I... am really not sure what the hell they are talking about. I did the free chart thing and came out as a 3/5 Generator, whatever that is.
I tried listening to the audio explanations on that site, but I don't learn well from discussion-only (especially when I just wanted to reread what the hell he said), so that didn't help much.
Genetic Matrix made a lot more sense. Here's the Generator section:
Most of us have been taught, cajoled or brought up as children to believe that we must initiate action. There is this faulty belief in the world that we should all just ‘do it’. We believe that we are Manifestors and can thus do anything, anytime we want to. But that is just not true for 91% of the worlds’ population.
Hah, I always kind of thought so...
Generators usually initiate action because they are fearful that nothing will happen otherwise. And this is the trap that enslaves them. If the Generator has the courage to wait they will learn very quickly that this fear is unfounded.
Well, in my experience, nothing does happen, y'know, fairly frequently. Sometimes things come to you, yes, and all is skittles and beer, but not always. So this kind of annoyed me somewhat.
The endless life force energy that the Generator holds within their Sacral center is a like a super powerful magnet that draws opportunities to it through their enveloping aura. Other people crave access to that huge energy resource and the Generator does not have to wait long before other people start asking for access to this resource.
Is this the same thing as being a crazy magnet? I am suddenly wondering.
When the Generator waits for life to present itself, they become like a magnetic black hole that attracts everyone and everything to them automatically. All things will come to the Generator in their own timing – they do not need to initiate action to try and make things happen. Everything that is designed for and is right for them will be attracted automatically. Work, relationships, good fortune…everything.
Generators are designed to flow in the “now” with the current of life, taking their cues for action as they appear. Generators are not here to worry about the future. Their correct future will come automatically if they respond in the “now” to what life gives to them.
You know, this sounds totally lovely for lazy people. Bulls, anyone?
One big sign that Generators should watch out for as an indication that they are responding and operating correctly is “synchronicity”. Things just magically start happening or appearing in their life automatically. They appear to be “lucky”.
Can't argue with this.
Generators have an “on” switch but they do not have an “off” switch. If they find out after a few minutes that who or what they have just committed to does not actually suit them, it is too late to stop. That Sacral center has to follow through to completion once it has any kind of momentum. But if the Generator is desperate to stop and does quit they usually find themselves in turmoil. The very last resort for a Generator is quitting.
Can't argue with this either, given the total guilt I feel about quitting anything.
The Sacral Center can only respond in the moment with a “yes” or “no” answer. It doesn’t use words to convey these answers. It delivers sounds from deep inside the stomach area. These sounds are like grunts or growls which, when you can interpret this “yes” or “no” sound, leads the Generator to make correct decisions for their life.
The Generators job is to start to notice these sacral grunts and realise that they are your response mechanism. The Generator strategy for living their life is to wait to respond.
I gotta say that "sacral grunts" is... not an attractive sounding phrase. It sounds suspiciously like farts.
Otherwise known as "gut feeling," eh?
Some Generators become confused about the word “wait”, but when you are awake and noticing all that is going on around you, waiting simply means listening to your sacral response before you act.
Well, duh.
Most Generators are living a repetitive toil of “the daily grind”; just trudging on with making a living. But they always have a gnawing discontentment and frustration within them that they are here for another purpose.
*sigh*
All a Generator needs to do is respond correctly and their purpose will find them.
Yeah, but what if it doesn't find them? What if you're waiting around for years? I'd like an answer to that one, please...
I dunno, this sounds accurate and yet frustrating (oh, look at that picture). You're basically the princess in the tower waiting around to get rescued, and that's awesome? What if nobody does come? Having your crazy magnet (or whatever) on doesn't necessarily guarantee that...
