Let’s say you’ve got Gemini on the MC (or Gemini anywhere) and let’s say you are a writer and you have to write, are compulsive, are obsessive, not bad at it either. But a writer needs an audience. No Emily Dickinsons here. And let’s say you try to write kids’ books and no one wants them. And say you try to write songs, and no one wants them. And this happens over and over, genre by genre. And in the meantime you get obsessed with, say, surgery! And you start writing for a television medical drama (yes, I know I made a leap here, but bear with me) and THEN money comes and you’re doing your thing and ahhhh flow. You had to give up first.
My point is this: with eclipse season coming, be like Gemini. Have two. Have more. Have a back-up. Know when to give up. Or when to click over to the other thing. The summer 2011 eclipses may close doors and open new passageways previously unimaginable. Jettisoned.
This thing isn't even hitting my chart really (it's about 3 degrees off from my vertex, but since that's a point in space I don't think it counts), but right now I feel like just giving the fuck up about EVERYTHING. Just be the walking dead already. I can't figure out how to solve my own problems for shit, nobody can help me and I have to do it alone. And I can't seem to figure it out by myself either. I am so sick of that feeling and I can't get out of it.
On a related note, Michael Lutin:
TAURUS AND TAURUS RISING
Even the brainiest economists have to be scratching their heads these days, especially if they are Tauruses. .Doesn’t it gall you to see the money running out like water through a leaky faucet ? Every time you fill up the tank, the needle still points to empty. It’s not all that comforting to be told it’s just a cycle and not to worry, but the nightmare of becoming dependent on someone else for your bread and butter could certainly wake you up sweating.
SCORPIO AND SCORPIO RISING
You’ll be so much happier if you get it into your head that neither the horse in the next race, the lottery or your Fairy Godmother is going to save you from having to become better at your business. This is the perfect moment to do so, mainly because you are ravenously hungry for gratification and satisfaction you are not able to find on other levels at the moment. Instead of prowling the streets at three A.M. looking for something that isn’t there, how about turning to your creativity?
You’re not totally in control any more (as if you ever were). It’s starting to dawning on you that there are forces way more powerful than you that you may eventually have to give in to. Not when it comes to the money thing, though. No way are you going to loosen your grip. Good luck with that.
SCORPIOWhen a Scorpio gets hooked on dark fantasies, it can be a hellish free for all. So easily could you start chasing your tail in more ways than one. Hang on to your inner life and spiritual values and beliefs, whatever they are, and go find somebody who won’t let you screw around (too much).
Unfortunately too accurate.