"SCORPIO (October 23-November 21): The 'what will I do when…?' questions should be starting to accumulate, Scorpio, if you sincerely believe (as you well should) that definitive 'when' you've been awaiting is almost here. As we discussed a couple weeks back, this extended phase of not being able to reliably conduct simple matters of desire-gratification or impulse-fulfillment is coming to an end imminently, once Mars hits your sign later in the month. I encourage you to actively invest in this belief that a pivotal energetic shift will soon rekindle the spark you've been missing for several months, since your only other mindset-choices are either (1) to fear such a shift is still so very far in the future that you're not sure you can make it or (2) to resign yourself to the false notion that this is how it's destined to be forevermore… and both those choices can breed cynicism and despair. Thankfully, the astrological facts are on the side of imminent self-rekindling, rather than continued paralysis. So, knowing that, what reinvigorating fresh-starts or next-steps or returns-to-form are you most eagerly looking forward to diving into? Perhaps it's been such a long expanse of not expecting much immediate propulsive momentum from yourself, you need a few moments to mull over what you're going to do with this forthcoming vibe-boost. A little preparatory visioning could help sort out your priorities. Begin making your brainstorm lists now, like a newly-elected but not-yet-inaugurated officer who can hardly wait until the term officially begins—so they can finally enact all their pressing initiatives."
Hoo boy, do I feel the "It's so far away I can't make it" or "It just doesn't exist at all and this is all that there is" thing.