I've never heard it described as "always ending up in the slowest line at a store" before.
I actually deliberately get into the longest line rather than trying to cut ahead or switch from line to line a la my mom. I figure I'll end up in the slowest one anyway, so what does it matter?
"This is a primaryin your life, when things could go either way. The slope of your personal graph is changing, and there is no way to judge with any degree of certaintywhich direction the situation will take. Do not second guess or make predictions either dire or magical.The station of Saturn Retrograde in Scopio is akin toholding your breath under water till you're blue in the face. Unless you're a fish, this takes calm and patience."
"How has Saturn in Scorpio been treating you? The area in your chart that it’s transiting through is where you’re being urged to get serious. And this process has probably involved confronting some fears. Or digging beneath the surface.
Saturn-ruled issues may be approaching a tipping point now; one stage of a project might be on the verge of completion, you may be considering ending something/leaving someone/making it official, etc. This retrograde could hit before you get to the finish line. As frustrating as it may feel, Saturn retrograde is meant to push you a bit deeper (Scorpio) before you come to that conclusion. What’s finalized under this transit will be permanent; you have to be sure.
For others who have been avoiding Saturn’s lessons, you’ll be in for some revelations. Scorpio is the sign of hidden things, and Saturn’s reversed motion will be like a plow dragged back through the same furrow. If you missed what was churned up the first time, it will now be unmistakable.
Saturn will be retrograde until July 8th, so use this time to reflect, process and confront anything that you missed. Retrogrades involve internal exploration, and Scorpio is the most internalized sign, so this period could involve more soul-searching than usual. Don’t look for external results during this time, but don’t be fooled into thinking nothing is happening. Much will be brewing beneath the surface, and it will all come out when Saturn goes direct."
"Those of you with late Libra or Scorpio rising, take note and begin to form a workable plan to reorganize what you must, say goodbye to what you must, and get ready to say hello to the next long term chapter of your life adventure."
Hah. In all honesty, I am doing TERRIBLY at this. I have tried to form a workable plan and I am failing. I need some kind of help with this from other human beings that I can't quite get*, and I am thoroughly stumped all by myself. I'm about to renew my lease for the umpteenth time (and they are bugging me to commit RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW even though technically I have till the end of the month.) just because I can't handle moving, or buying a car, or doing anything to change myself. I feel like an idiot and beat myself up constantly that I don't have my shit together to GO...but I really only get one chance out the door per year with the way leases work here. It's now or next year...or next year...or next year... or really, never, because who am I kidding?
I can't come up with a goal for shit and it's been six years. I just...have nothing but an inner whine, and that is NOT HELPING.
I have been in the library for YEARS now. I want out. I am tired of waiting until I am ready and prepped and going slower than molasses. It is not okay to be in the library for six fucking years and be pretty much where you started after that.
* well, a few folks have offered, but it's along the lines of "Let me know EXACTLY WHAT MAKE AND MODEL OF CAR YOU WANT" and then I'll find it for you," and I am so lost I can't even pick out a make and model of car. If I can't have the kind of car I love, I don't even give a shit as long as it runs, but telling car people that doesn't go well. I need someone else to just tell me what to do...but nobody will do that. It's all that kind of thing. I can't initiate enough on my end--or I just don't have enough of a fucking clue--to go halfway.